“rose tinted glasses”

I've dared myself to 
Look at the world with rose tint-
ed glasses. It's nice.

It's strange. It's weird. All
of the above. I feel like
I am incomplete,

Or that I'm missing
something that everyone else sees
but I shan't let go.

I would rather see
the world as it could be, rath-
er than watch it die.